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i'd hate to say it but im happy the way i am. No strings attached, wholeheartedly, im coping fine with the daily struggles, without the therapy, and without the drugs. im happy.

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    • Member Since: 9/25/2008

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Wednesday, 07 October 2009

Thursday, 17 September 2009

  • promises, and what rubbish they are


    Have you ever had someone promise you, promise you anything. Almost like you had signed a contract, with just words and actions. But with no contract there could be a chance of betraying and unfaithfulness. Has someone ever promised you something, you knew they would and could never keep? How many times have people fallen for this trap. Promises could go down two tracks. First the one that could lead to happiness and bliss, the track that keeps the relationship going, the track that builds trust. Second the one that could lead to wear and tear, or completely destroy link. Bitter words could be thrown or maybe just not words said at all. Promises are overrated. They are simply done the please the other party, a dangerous risk that sometimes is to tedious to keep.

    I think i've been down the second track to many times to count; And i myself havn't kept all my promises. But i just cant help but tighten my fists in anger when someone doesn't keep a promise. Promise? complete bullsh*t

  • beat but im not broken

    Acting down just to get attention. Out of all hypocrites you're the biggest one. What comes out of your mouth is different from your actions. Gosh, how did i ever believe you. I say this everytime, but i won't fall for you again. I guess you don't know the meaning of change, because you havn't changed one bit.



Monday, 14 September 2009

  • how im sick of being ignored

    I'm emotionless. Atleast i want to be. I don't want to feel right now. I don't want to feel confused, i don't want to feel loved, i don't want to be happy, about you. I don't want to be going back and forth with you. Loving you and hating you. I don't want to want you, but i don't know if i need you either.





Wednesday, 26 August 2009

  • im not sure i believe anything i feel

    How can i love someone who goes against everything i say. Someone who will probably disapprove of my actions,  and someone who thinks about their reputation too much to even notice that i don't care if they're not perfect as long as they act like them self. Someone who treats me like trash at times, and someone who makes fun of me for the smallest things.

    How can i love someone who can make me smile even when i feel like i cant. Someone that supports me, tries their best to keep me happy and tries to fix things up when they know they've done something wrong. Someone who i can tell my secrets too, and someone who'll comfort me when im not at my best. Someone who, with just a smile, makes my day, and someone who literally makes my heart skip a beat.

    How can i love you..

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  • Joycee ! Music, Indie, Rock, Alternative. Short term memory loss. Sunsets. lyrics, singing, sleeping. long walks Meaningful talks <3

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